Not my will - In my adult Bible study at church we've been studying Mary and the surprise she received when told she was chosen to bear the Messiah.
The last couple of meetings the idea of Mary having the heart of a servant rose to the surface of our study. The impression I received in studying Luke's account of Gabriel delivering the news to Mary was not an attitude of, "I don't want this. Find someone else." It wasn't an attitude of, "But I can't, I've got immediate plans of marriage to Joseph and we're going to start a family."
Instead, Mary recognizes her position in relation to the true God. She recognized that she was God's servant, God's woman to command. It's an attitude of submission and confidence in God the Father to lead and complete His will in whomever, whatever, however He chooses.
Sure, at first Mary was stunned by the news and the sheer impossibility of a virgin birth. But when Gabriel assures her that nothing, no nothing, is impossible for the Creator of everything, she willingly and with desire accepts the service that God is asking of her.
Tonight the thought of other Biblical folk in service came to mind. I thought of David, who when his mind was one of a servant attitude, a servant king if you will, he prospered. Yet when he began to serve his own selfish ends, things fell apart for him with some terrible long term consequences.
Joseph and his multi-color coat is another example a servant attitude verses the worldly attitude of looking out for number one.
This servant attitude is probably easier for some. But I don't think it's natural for any other than Jesus. So it is a characteristic that must be cultivated in our lives as we live for Jesus and serve God the Father.
I've been thinking about that a lot lately in regard to myself and what my calling is in the Lord. My calling is a question that I've sent up in prayer more and more of late. I struggle with my own desires and plans for the future and how I can possibly accomplish them. Even more I struggle with whether they are God's will, because I do desire that they be His will. But if they are not His will, then I need to accept that He knows best and will lead me into the place He wants me as His servant. And I pray that as I encounter the surprises ahead, that my reaction will be like Mary's and I will humbly accept and lift a song of worship and praise to the King of kings.
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